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Saturday, December 31, 2011

holding your hand

^_^
for a confirmation
my blog are 

I LEARN FROM EXPERIENCE

so the bad experience will teach us and make us learn something new
as a people that have a religion in our hand
i just can say i will not make a big mistake again
i changed everything because ALLAH
i know something good are behind all the scene
"everything have a reason"
once my heart say i want changed.
i will
because i changed forward to a good things
i will never do a sin again
i also don't want to invite other people to do so
i very regret about my past time but i know from the past i changed
ALHAMDULILLAH
________________________________________________________________________
for sure:
y i not declare with u because 
i don't want to block your freedom
 also i just don't want to block u to find other people that are more good than me
i promise to holding your hand tightly when we are halal 
then, i promise will never letting u go

i just want my love story are pleasure by Allah
i want it until JANNAH
and i ready to wait until it
UHIBBUK FILLAH

Friday, December 30, 2011

Mr.S

SORRY

***FOR BEING OK AFTER WE BROKE UP
***FOR BEING RELIEVED TO BE ALONE
***FOR BEING HAPPY NOT TO HEAR U
***FOR NOT WANTING TO HOLD U WHEN I SAW U AGAIN
***FOR KNOWING FOR SURE I WILL NEVER WANT U BACK

for sure:
 saying sorry 
doesn't means there is no guilty 
and 
forgiving 
doesn't meansthe pain is gone
***************************
^_^

Thursday, December 29, 2011

dream


dream
everyone have a little dream to make it be a realistic

NOTHING HAPPEN UNLESS WE DREAM IT

DEVOTE your self to an idea 
go make it happen 
struggle on it 
overcome your fears,smile 
don't your forget this is your dream 



Wednesday, December 28, 2011

MISTAKE

mistake and mistake
as a normal person,..
we always do mistake
whether it a big or small,..
from a mistakes we know we a learn from something
that y we always say
learn from a mistakes
JUST LEARN FROM IT!!
JUST REMEMBER
"THE BEST TEACHER IS YOUR LAST MISTAKES"
***************************************
^_^


JUST REMEMBER WE ALL THE SAME
WE DO MISTAKE EVERYDAY

I DON'T FORGIVE PEOPLE BECAUSE I'M WEAK
I FORGIVE THEM BECAUSE I'M STRONG ENOUGH TO KNOW PEOPLE MAKE 
MISTAKES 

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

meaning of words that always women use


  • FINE
    this word have been use at the last argument when they are right and u need to shut up
  • 5 mins
    its means that she have to dressed up and it actually take half an hour
  • nothing
    this is the calm before the storm
    this means something and you should be in their toes
    but arguments that begin with nothing ended with fine
  •  go ahead!!
    this is are dare,no permissions
    so don't do it
  • loud sighthat means she think u'r idiot
  • and wonders why she wasting her time standing there and arguing with u

Friday, December 23, 2011

jar of heart

i like this song

most relationship fails 
not because of love being absent 
but
simply because
GIRLS LOVE TOO MUCH
GUYS LOVE TOO MANY


really miss u

very fast time going
in the deep in my heart 
i just say i love u
i really love your the way u care of me
the way u look at me
really miss that
u'r left me for a long time
when i count is already 5 years
so hard to accept it
after u left me 
the words that can be say in my tongue and heart is
i really miss u
i want u to forget n forgive me 
all the mistake that i made
sorry dad
sorry for everything.
i love u so much and i thinks i really miss the way u loved me
AL-FATIHAH
dedicated to Mohd Som bin Sanusi

*******************************************************************
closed the sad story and open the new entry
haha
but my dad is always in the part of my life
^_^

i still feeling very weird when i very easy to
close with someone that i knew not to much
**m**
when i think much and i know there are things that make me really easy to close with u
and only u that i treat like that
haha
the way u look me
the way u smile
and the way u treat me
is exactly same with my father
u make me remember someone that i love very-very much

is for the first time
thanks

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

just worry about it

in the sweet memory of night,i just walk to my hostel with him and ika..
then i just got call from u...
i really feel very worried about it when i can't hear your voice
my beloved friends,..
ajie

 u know,..u never be like this and i really know all about u dear
i know there is something wrong ... n that y u can't speak with me
because u always being with me when i in easy n hard way,...
thank you dear...
u are really my best friend and i can say
"best friend is someone that love u when u forget to love your self"
and my worries can be defined as
"worried is like swinging on a porch swing
it occupies your time
but it doesn't take you
anywhere"

*************************************************
just hope u are okay
take the care of your self..
i love u ajie....
just want to see u happy




Thursday, December 15, 2011

just want to let u know

every one have their own experience.
whether is goods or bad it make us learn something

we can say 
''experience is the best teacher''

based on experience also we know about something
we are not perfect,..

everyone have their weakness
i can surely no one is perfect..
u agree with that?
so perfect means no body good enough to be people in this world,..
we all have own weakness.

so just let it be our personality because when we think we are perfect we are just be arrogant to our self,..

when we know no body are perfect 
we should 

love without fear
trust without wondering
love without restriction
want without demand 
accept how they are

if u can't accept me at my worst
then u don't deserve me at my best

**********************************

i just want u accept me who i am,..
my weakness
everything
because i know i'm not perfect
i just beyond working to be perfect
.from experience that will never make me forget.
.i change everything that bad n push it out, be somebody else that are nice to see n very good to know.
(T_T)

Saturday, December 10, 2011

faithfully with your love

everyone says that love is hurt ,
but that not true,
loneliness hurts
rejection hurts
losing someone hurts.
every one confuse these things with love
but in reality
love is
the only things in this world that cover up all 
pain and makes us feel wonderful again.

believes that 



but love are
the largest pain and hurt when we not play a commitment.


u will feel very-very hurt because u a losing someone u love?
why u can be faithfully with your love?

because
  • u have a scandal 
  • u not play your commitment
  • u always thinks u can get better person
  • u boring with your partner
  • u not belief your partner
  • ur aim in love not to be love forever but only as a hobby
  • u'r not serious
  • u not love your partner


that y loves always fails
- for those have that reason -
just things your feeling when u are losing someone that u really-really love.

Friday, December 09, 2011

pasal pubel

fall in love

smiling has been easier,
then explaining why you're sad
so smile n always find a reason to smile..
and i just 
smile alone because i think i very meant it
*****************

what your reason to smile??
sometimes it's because u are really happy because u are like someone
because love always be reason to make us smile

simple bye can make us cry
simple joke can make us laugh
simple care can make us fall in love without reasons

if wa are fall in love , it will be with someone AMAZING.

symptoms u are fall in love
  • u read her/his message over n over
  • you walk very slow when u're with him
  • while thinking about him,your heart will beats faster
  • you pretend to be shy when you're with him
  • by listening her/his voice , u will smile for no reason
  • while looking at him u can't see anyone else
  • you start to listening to slow song
  • he/she becomes all u think about
  • even though there is no specific name mentioned,you were thinking about him as u read this..
-now : u already know who the lucky one-



Tuesday, December 06, 2011

fashion of scraf


is all about a fashion..
1st at all,..i'm very happy because i was born as a muslim,..
i know,..is not easy to people change and all people have done a mistake

first we talk about scraf @ hijab..
u know i'm not wearing the hijab properly at the last time..
but in one day,i suddenly feel want to look very stylish and everyday i will surfing about the fashion that make people crazy...
and  very want to have my own fashion,..
i like to make others like child are following my fashion,....
as still i have done a right things,..i think i do the good things....
haha...fashion is not about very sensitive to environment of world but to be a very fashionable person and stylish we need to make sure our fashion are suitable for us,..
besides that we also need to believe in our self...
based on my experience,people always can look in the weird way if they see something new,.
they also can make  judgement about our self,..so ignored it,..as an icon fashion,we need to make people see us in the weird way and when times come,they also wear what we wear for the last time,..

*******

the points is as soon as we feel suitable and and we believe in our self...we can make our self very fashionable and up to date.



 

****************
every day is fashion show and 
the world is your runway
(U_U)




Monday, December 05, 2011

short story:frustrated


ahakss...
today topic is about frustrated ...

u know,..in a bad experience of love,...
is not easy to say "i love u" to anyone,..
whether i love or not,..i just being quite,.,..is not easy to trust any body 
i know how feel frustrated n i hope i don't make people frustrated to me,...
haha,...what me a talking about??
u know,..i being silent to say i love him because i afraid i will make him disappointed later and i know i'm not good enough...
so i let my feel being silent but always vibrating...
i pray that i have people that have been write is my destiny will come,..
if not,he will started in new life with somebody that he feel true,..
i okay if i cried bcoz let people i love let me go and go with somebody else..
i know i lost u...i hope u happy dear,..
i know i make u waiting for me a long time a go,..
but u know,...i'm very happy to see u last time,..u always make me smile,.
i only treat u like usual and i never say i love u,..
but now,..i lost u beb...
i just want u know that i love u very-very much...
is not good time to me disturbing your relationship...i hope u happy....
i'm sorry because i can't treat u like the past time,...
i think this a good time to run away from u,...
its time 
to face the truth 
you're not with me
is my mistake but is time to me to say good bye to u,...
good bye means going away,..
going away means forgetting...

***remember don't be sad
for what is over,..
just be glad that it was once yours.

Sunday, December 04, 2011

lonely


everyone seeing me as a very happy person,..
very independent n very talk-active person,...
but only certain people can see i'm a lonely person,...
i'm be very happy,talk-active and independent person because this only a way that i can go to cure my loneliness...

i just to find someone that have same interest like me,..
someone that can care me n some one that can believe n make me happy,...

haha.....i don't know but i also feel like i'm not trusted any boy,...
very sweet talker at the beginning n shit talker at last
i have bad experience in love,...
so not easy to make me fall in love...

but in the same time i also fell lonely,...
i only can being happy,...
do everything that can make me happy,...
i believed something
life is not about finding our self 
but life is about creating our self 


so make our life on..
creating something good in our life n always remember
live for the moment
not the memory


(T_T)v

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

take from it

there are things that
we don't want to happen but have to ACCEPT,
there are things that
we don't want to know but have to LEARN
and people who can't live without
but have to LET GO.




how can i proved that u can be happy if u not with me,..
but how can i surely that u can be happy if u with me,...

i know nothing happen without reasons...
but i believes 

being someone first love may be great,
but to be their last are beyond perfect.

i just don't want u be sorry for waiting me for unknown result...

so,..just do the best things that u can do,...
i never prevent u,...i just want to see u happy,...
seriously,..with deep in my heart.


Friday, November 25, 2011

friendship

A friend is someone 
who is there for u
when he'd rather be somewhere else,...

A friend is someone who knows all about u
and still LOVES U

always remember that


so be friendly
make all of people we see is our friend...

Thursday, November 24, 2011

trusted


can u trusted anyone?...
TRUST
is like a PAPER
once it crumpled
it can't be perfect again...

i very hard to trusted anybody because i believed this


Wednesday, November 23, 2011

family

the best things about family that will out from our mouth is
simple but have a lot meaning..

fam(ILY)
the 3 letter that we see meaning by
I LOVE YOU

So its not about the meaning of family but also an extra meaning on it...
nice and we can say

we may not have together
but together we have it all

remember***
something may change but we always START and END with family

promise


what is promises is it?...
y u meant by that?
how many promises u give in a day?...
i know ur prefect answer are flying in your mind right now,..so cool..

promise
is the big word,
if  u break it,
it will also break
a lot of others words as well,
one example is 
trust

remember it,..
don't easily tell the promises...
if u can't to keep it
for muslim: just say "INSYAALLAH"