i just choose u

Assalamualaikum,..

hai~~

did u have an experience when u need to choose something??

hurm,....

then what u choose?

did u satisfied??

actually when u need to make a result u just need to be honest...

because the things that u want to do is so big,.. it not just effects urself but also your entire life and other pople~~

wee... *ayatxbolehbla*

 choosing is not easy....

seriously when i had that situation i know there are something wrong...

i don't deserved to choose because i'm not good enough to make a result....

but

people start to talk about me,...

people start to make a judgement~~

(U.U)"

until when i should quite and make others hearts getting more pain....

:(

i don't want somebody that i love so much are walked away from me...

sometimes reality more hurt than dream~~

honest in this situation!!
if not i just make fake hoping that only make them chronic and killing me....

fuhh~~

i really hard to say that i love u~~

but for u,i made it,..

i don't tell it once but frequently....

"i love u taf"

i know we just friend but to know that i have u is enough to make me stay away from other guys...

__________________________________________

one more things...

i found this

"if u need to choose from 2 people,choose 2nd because if we really love the 1st one, we are not falling in love with 2nd one"
(O.o)"

i hope this was the best...

i will never regrets what i'm trying to have...

i just hope u will not make me disappointing

i don't need your promise but i desperate your honest

...i already honest and thrown away my egos to have u...

hope to feel and see soon

to feel that what i feel is same like u feel
u see that u also need me

insyaAllah

(n_n)V

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dalam situasi ini kejujuran itu penting...

jika anda berada di dalam situasi sebegini,..

doa adalah jalan yang terbaek....

pilih insan yang anda selesa bercakap,meluahkan dan tahu menghargai diri anda....

membiarkan hati orang lain sakit adalah satu benda yang tak ternilai kejamnya....

walaupun keduanya hanya kawan...

membiarkan insan lain menunggu tanpa sebab atau tanpa pengakhiran yang mengimbirakan hanya akan memakan diri~~

kerana tiada seorang perempuan yang dilahirkan untuk ramai lelaki....

ingatlah kaum hawa,.. kita dicipta dari rusuk lelaki iaitu insan yang bernama suami@jodoh....

serahkan segalanya kepada Allah yang esa....

jodoh telah ditulis seawal 4bulan semasa kita berada di kandungan ibu....

jika dia memang jodohku,.. permudahkan segala urusan kami,..

jika bukan,.. tenangkan hati kami untuk menerima segala racanganmu...

insyaAllah,...

Allah maha mengetahui apa yang terbaek,...

Allah always there for u~~